Monday, August 16, 2010

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

12th May 2010..♥

12 may,12 jam..mmg kna..nk kua 31 may la..31 jam..bole x baby..?? ahaha..
7.45 pg set jam,pukol 7 da bngun,semangat laen macam..hadoi..mlayan jap termenung,berangan..
phne bunyik(mesej) terkejut gak laa..sbb die bngun x payah,semangat btol die nie..
sblum nie die da sound "x nk lmbat seminit pn." tp saye tggu lima belas minit kt lua,xpee kot kn awk.. :-*

lpas da breakfast kt umah saye,haha..nmpk muke die segan..bkn skali kna cmnie..da 2 kali daa..dulu lgla..sume bde 1st tyme..mase 2 xde pape plak tuu..ksian die..kali nie mcm ok ckit la..sbb da pnah jmpe diam jee..xpe saye paham..

lpas g butik,ukur baju sume2,antala my mum g ofis..mami tutp je pintu keta,die start la..pott peett pott pett..cubit..(nnti saye amik pembaris gariskn semua bengkak2 yg kna cubit 2 oke baby,den tgk mmg bersmbung2..)..pott pett pott pett..main rambut..pott pett pott pett..gelak..pott pett..mrajukk..biaela 2 kn..mrajuk mnje..alololo..kurang kasih sayang yee..hiihih..♥

on d way g OU..rase mcm tourist plak..bole lpe jalan..haha..d best part is,i call my mum taye mcm mne nk g penchala link..ahhahah..padahal sng jee..lalu jln kuching..lpas ckp3..ltak..bole plak lpe mcm mne nk g jln kuching..hahahah..gila bab1..mcm mne nk jd pilot nih..pikir3..ok igt..

smpai OU,parking..den..jeng jeng jeeeeennnggg.....xde pape...♥ =) pastu carik kdai mkn..pusing3..sbb ksian baby x mkn dr pg kn..tau la lapa,nk cover2..den,g tgv,mcm xde org punn..x happning laa..g gsc laa..ok la ckit..xde la rase mcm nk g tgk wayang kulit..hehe..ajak g gold class..die X NAKK..msti korg x pecaye kn..die DECLINE..ish org da ckp da..bkn ari2 g gold class..xnk gak..ish3..xpe2..ade la pluang nnti..♥

lpas muvie kuar cinema lalu parkson..mcm best plak brg kt cnie..mmg fav mami la kn..bli la die satu..bkn mahal punn..lg pun bkn slalu..xpee..=) pastu bole plak die taye harge..ish bkn hadiah la kalo cmtu..shhh..x bole bttau..selepas beli,nk balikk..masok tiket parkg..wah singgit jee..murah ckp OU mmg singgit..pikir bagus gak kn..AUSTRALIA 6 jam mcm td..da 60 hengget kn..=)

g amik mami..masuk jee mami..mcm org bisu..ckp pn bisikkk baby..apelaa..mami x mkn org laa..kalau die knyang laa..heheh..joke2..lpas anta mami umah..die tggu mami tutup pintu..hahahah..itu klaka..tutup je..pott pett pott pett..mcm biaselaa..♥♥
den anta la die umah..igtkn nk bawak mama masak lauk byk kn..xpelaa..g tman mama mkn..pkee..=) I YOU SHAHIRA

P/S: thanx 4 dt patung it..bear2 bebear ade la kwn nnti..n serunding sedap...nyum2..!!
lpas nie kite wt lg eh..cube x balikk plak...ahahah..mmg mngamok la mama..

rase nk menjerit..laaaa..sbb seronott..=)

Monday, May 10, 2010

9th May 2010..Happy Mothers Day..=)

You taught me everything
And everything you've given me
I always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn't anything
Or anyone that I can be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You will always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul
Yes it is (5x)

You're always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You'll always be
You will always be the girl in my life

Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul
Yes it is (5x)

Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinking of you
I'll never go a day without my mama

Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul


Monday, April 26, 2010

April's SONG.. ♥

Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though weve grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress

(Verse 2)
Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack



And I see you with your man and it's hard to understand
If we belong, if I did you wrong, where we even began
We would always fuss and fight and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when I'm on the stage, they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all the female fans and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say it's over it breaks my heart and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot of times in the past but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out, how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next, I'm left with an imperfect smile


Sunday, April 25, 2010


After 3 days u kept on asking me to update my blog^.^

Thank you Baby..♥♥
I didnt mean every words that i said..=(
I Love You Soo much..SHAHIRA..♥♥
i will ALWAYS be with YOU..

Sunday, April 18, 2010

31 ways to make Shahira ♥'s me..hee..=)

  1. Tell her she is beautiful
  2. Hold her hand at any moment … even if its ust for a second.
  3. Hug her from behind
  4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
  5. Wrestle with her :)
  6. Don’t go hang out with you ex when she is not with you, you might not relize how badly it hurts her.
  7. If youre talking to another girl, when you’re done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her….let her know she’s yours and they aren’t.
  8. Write her notes or call her just to say “hi”
  9. Introduce her to your friends … as your girlfriend.
  10. Play with her hair.
  11. Pick her up (she loves it)
  12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn’t like it
  13. Make her laugh
  14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
  15. If she’s mad at you, kiss her.
  16. If you care about her, then TELL HER
  17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal (she’ll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she’ll treasure it forever), and one of her t-shirts (she’ll most likely wear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with her cologne!! and flowers or something occasionally.
  18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.
  19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
  20. Hang out with her on weekends
  21. Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
  22. Kiss her just for the heck of it
  23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
  24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its’n simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER.
  25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don’t (it’ll make her happy.)
  26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don’t care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don’t necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
  27. Give her wat she wants
  28. Recognize the small things … they usually mean the most.
  29. Don’t hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she’ll feel left out.
  30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang wit your girl friend all the time
  31. If u care about her…SHOW her!
I Shahira..

Saturday, April 10, 2010

11/4/2010..7.40 p.m...i cant sleep..

because ive been thkg of u..owh dear Shahira..bile la dpt jmpe nie..hari2 skype..but rase nak masuk je dlm screen tu..aku nie brangan kuat..heheh..problem da la byk nie..adui, im glad u always der..n u always did..I love u Dear..few days nie ade je mimpi die,hmm rindu sgt la nie..eee..geramnye..(yawning) haaa ngantok da..heee..^.^

good nyte eh2 morning Shahira..

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

7th of April 2010..11:16 p.m..

2!! bt it doesnt fell like 2 months..dts y ive been wondering, "It has been only for 2 months"..shit,bt d feelings towards her feels like we've been together more than dt..i wish dz feeling could stay long as it can..=) lets pray for dt....................................................Amin.............





Sian die..=(
i u

Monday, April 5, 2010

5/4/2010...12.00 a.m

Guilt,Giving up,Disappointed...these 3 words cant stop flying around in my head.. why..?? why..?? why now..?? did i do somethg wrong,until ive been punished like dz..wt am i suppose to do..i did evrythg i cn,i did everythg i hve to..should i jz live in the world of my own..?? i jz cant,cz i need sum1 to pushed me,to say u cn do dz,dun giv up,i luv u,im proud of u..evrythg..!!! y cant i succeed like my life..make my family proud,every1 proud..

it has been only 2 months....n look how happy i am wif HER..even sumtimes i cant do my best towards love towards u remains d neva jz soo sorry wt ive done..wt ive put u such an asshole..i always did..even i realise tryg my best,to be the best for u..u know how much i love you..even after wt u did to me..even evry1 keep tellg me how stupid i am,jz acceptng d way u are,n jz go on wif d relationship after im being cheated on u..dt doesnt matter,as long as im happy wif u..seriously i am..

im so sorry baby,i need sometime to put all this shit dt has been hppning to me back together again..i might be coming back this hari not sure bout dt..i noe i did promise u,ill be comg home..but n all promises are ment to be followed ok..i hope u understand..even im thousand miles away from u..believe always by ur side..i did meet u up last year ryte..i still remember d smell of ur skin..until these days..='( i still remember d way u move..i remember you..

plz 4give me i jz cant stop lovg u anymore,plz 4give if i need u like i do,plz believe me evry word i say is true..So If you're feelin' lonely.. don' im ryte here.. You're the only one i'd ever want..I only wanna make it good..i always love u,i mean it when i say I LOVE YOU..



how do i get thru one nite witout u..if i had to live without u,wt kind of life would dt be..?? i need u in my arms,need u to hold..u r my world,my heart, n my soul..if u eva leave baby u would take away evrythg good in my life..n tell me now how do i live without you..?? n i want to noe how do i breathe without you..?? if u eva go,how will i ever,ever survive..HOW??

without u,thered be no sun in the sky,der would be no love in my life,there'd be no world left for i dun noe what would i be lost,if i lost you.................

Friday, April 2, 2010

1st of April 2010..

wt i really hope happen on dz date is jz an April its not..its really we fix a broken glass to its normal shape..?? maybe we cn,bt its really takes time..even if we fix it..some part of d glass will be missing..same goes to our heart..once we love any guys/gurls,n den they cheat on us,lie to us..our heart broke into pieces...a broken heart can be fixed,it takes times,n even if we fix it,some pieces will be missing..dt is, TRUST..its always like dt..but they deserve second chance..for me dz is call karma,i did sumthg wrong before,n i admit i deserve dz,bt nt from sum1 dt i put my full trust on is nt my first time,bt dz is my second time,n i really think i dun deserve it on d second time..

nt even 2 months weve been together,even i noe dt u luv me within dz time,to me,u r jz playing with it..u didnt appreciate it.....honestly,until today,the guilt dt i felt towards both of u,still der..even u choose me..if i didnt love u like wt i told u..i could've leave u..i have a blog all bout u,wt should i do wif it,i hve 3000++ of ur snapshots pics,wt should i do wif it..but i do LOVE u..i have d rights to give u a better life..i noe i cn do i need to put trust in our ive lost it..i dun even trust myself anymore,dt i cn put trust on u..what should i do now..??? ive been cryg my eyes off after wt happening on dz date..ive neva done dt..even evrytime i broke up wif sum1..d phrase "bunga bukan sekuntum,kumbang bukan seekor" its really true, bt to me u r d only flowers...

You can always put on a fake smile but most people can read through that with the look in your eyes. Mouths can hide sadness, but eyes can not...Some people are better at hiding sadness, but people who know you will know...especially ur family..yesterday i did wc wif my mum..after sometime dz it wt happen..

mummy:is der sumthg bothering you?
me:nope..wt make u say dt..??
mummy:dun lie to me..
me:seriously mum,nothg..=)
mummy:i dun noe whether u realise o not but u r hiding sumthg within dt smileys..=)
me:mmm hehe nothg serious..=(
mummy:it does look serious? u can tell me..u always did..

i didnt tell her d real story,bt i make up another story..bla..bla..bla..n she gave me an advice...bla..bla..bla..den everythgs done suddenly my eyes pouring wif tears..again..i still cant accept wts been happening to me after all dz years..y always d bad thgs happen to me..?? y i cant live wif normal life like others..='( every morning i woke up,ill keep on sayg I LOVE YOU SHAHIRA,I LOVE YOU SHAHIRA,I LOVE YOU SHAHIRA...

long distance relationship is nt anythg cn happen,especially whn we dun trust each other..='( if only if u didnt lie to me bout ur relationship,dz thg wont happen,dz date wont be remembered,the pieces wont be missing n maybe i dun even knew u anymore..but everythgs happen 4 a reason..ill try to find d missing dt we will complete..ive put faith on never fade,it will always stay like dt..n i will love u always..


Monday, March 29, 2010

its all yesterday..

I gave you the benefit of the doubt till you showed me what you were about,ur true bloody colours came out n your words couldn't hide the sin dt uve been pretending on me cz the truth about where you've been doing all this long n cheating on me..Im done wif dz, feeling like an idiot Loving you,for all dz tym..Im jz over it I just don't love you, don't love you no more u are so yesterday neva thought you would lose my love this way now you come begging me to stay,I don't wanna hear a thing you say baby what you're saying to me is useless ders no more you and I..I couldn't get it right on yesterday so kiss our tomorrows goodbye..last time i should've just been a man about it,ur love was like my blanket dun noe know what to do without it,n now u r begging me,tellg me like im d one dt has been hurtg u..hell no BITCH..Ur promises don't mean nothing for all this while..And now you wanna reminisce,say you wanna try again..i noe it start out with a little kiss bt u end it up like dz..dt is jz sorry bt we can't even be no..!! now i never wanna see you, never wanna feel you, never wanna hear you I don't love you, dun need you, I can't stand you no more..stop doing dz..y u always wanna do dz to me,y cant u be hapy for me..for wt i have nw..FUCK all dz..please..i love wt i have now..i jz dun wanna lose it for sum1 like u..dt dun noe how to appreciate thgs..n take my love dt u can play with..when u say u love me,u love me jz on dt day..n when u feel like throwing me away..u jz do it..u dun have feeling..not a lil bit at all..i hve trillions of reason for nt givg u d 2nd chance,nt even 2nd its d 4th rather stay wif Shahira..I love her,she loves me..i wont take her 4 granted..nt anymore..plz be happy 4 begging u..u r d one said.."if i cant handle u at ur worse,den i dun deserve u at ur best"..nw i undrstd wt is dt suppose to jz too stupid,didnt realize lets jz be it..


Australia..with Love..

dz is d story b4 i came to australia..ish asik speaking je..ah biala..sebok je..sbelom dtg ke australia,i was in NIUC,Nilai International University College..doing aircraft maintenance jap2..cmtu ke eja maintenance..or maintanence..ish pape jela..ade bunyik ok la tu..mmg dr kecik aku suka Aeroplane..aku stat suke whn i was 6 years old..mase aku igt lagi 1st flight seumur hidup g indonesia holiday..dt tyme i was waitg at the boardg gate..looking through the glass n i was amaze how cn dz big steel thg fly with on two engine dts is smaller than d fuselage..btw fuselage ialah tmpat korang duduk 2 la..x termasok wing die..dr dpan smpai blakang..tu la fuselage..jz in case x tau..hehe..

den i was wondering brape org yg nk kna bawak bde nie..?? den aku g kt my mum n i was askg 1000 question tah mase 2 btol ke x my mum nye jwpn bt i was like oookkk..until 1 tyme,my mum ckp,kalo nk bawak bde 2..blaja elokk2..n jd pilot..n then aku taye lg.."pilot 2 ape mami..??" jwpn my mum sng je..yg bwk kapal trbg 2 laa..semenjak dr 2..ive set my mind..1 day ill fly dt thg,evn wteva it takes..n this was 14 years ago..=)

until now my passion towards aircraft neva chge..even i love to watch Aircrash Investigation..bloody hell..sumtimes it looks then mostly aircrash 99% came from human error itself..see,dts y we r usg "nobodys perfect"..we r nt perfect..if we r perfect,xdenye sume org nk study..hell u all know dt to an aircraft crash is in a ratio of 1:1,000,000...every pilot knows dt i thk.. ^.^

bt 4 me i dun believe in those thgs,if kte da ditakdir kn utk mati cm2,no one cn chge dt..jz accept it..ajal n maut di tgn tuhan..seriously evrytyme i went for flight,ill jz keep on sayg to myself "wteva thgs gonna happen today,it happens for a reason..even kalo aku mati arinie,aku mati sbb aku buat ape yg aku nk slame,its worth it.." before evry single flight,ill call my mum,n sumtimes i ask her to tell my sis i Love my dad,grndma..evry1..jz for the sake of 1 hour flight..even 1 minutes of flight,anythg could happn..

even ders one tyme,aku lpe nk call family,bt mlm tu da ckp da ade flight pagi,my mum ckp lpas flight call,ok,biasenye mmg aku x lpe..den afta flight aku lpe nk call,afta flight plak aku pnat den tdola kt umah..dr ptg smpai mlm..phne plak silence..aduhh..mmg 50++ la call form my mum,sis,skali ngn nenek2 pn call gak..aduh..den call la balikk my mum,bole bantai kna marah la plak..ahahha..kne bebel nape x call sume..sume kn..wah sayang diorang kt aku nie..heee..=)

b4 plan nk g aussie pn ade apply kt flying academy den pnoh plak..mmg mase 2 mmg da heart broken,nk jd pilot x mendpt..den bace2 surat kabar my mum jmpe article bout flight training kt aussie..n i was thkg dt sounds interestg..den kitorg jz pegi seminar 2..dga2..bout their training..afta a few hours dt time i didnt make up my mind lg nk pegi ke x..until 1 fine day,ttbe my mum taye "nk pegi ke aussie..???" i was like blurr giler.. den taye la balikk "bercuti ke..? sape xnk..??" (while smiling) hee.. den die ckp for ur future la..n i taye..u mean u nk anta i g training kt sane..n i was so at d same time,ade terpikir gak,dts gonna be a lot of money involve..=( den ngadu kt my sis,i cant do this to mum..australia is nt malaysia,their iving expenses is 3x more than malaysia..n shes like,if she cant afford die xkn offer kn...........

n my mum ask me to make up my mind whether u gonna 4get bout pilotg,n find another course or jz go to australia..n make ur dream come takes me almost two weeks to make up my mind..n 1 day im thkg until when i hve to depending on my day ive 2 leave them, n live my life,make my own decision,raise a family,once i hve a family i have a job,n d job is puttg food on the table for my family..i ve to do dt witout them..i have to be independent..n here i on my own..even ive been missg the like hell..shit,i wish i could be der nw..lg2 ade plak yg aku syg skrg nie..owh dear SHAHIRA..<3

a month before going,evry single fren nk jmpe..sume ckp nnti rindu2..ok fine,smpai nk g bli beg pn rmai gile ikut..ahahha..lantak korg la..nk sgt jmpe kn..ikut aku shoppg bli beg it was fun..dt time plak pavilion merayap g sane mkn TGI fridays,tgk movie..waa beznye..nk buat lg..haih bile la bole lg nie..even 1 day b4 pegi pn ade yg dtg umah..beznye ade kwn cmnie..=)

15 nov 2008..
den ptg sblum departure my mum msak my favourite cm first time x abis mknn 2 sbb sedeh..den i went up bilik nk bersiap,mandi sume suddenly air mata jantan klua,haha..d only thg i dun undrstd is,whether its a tears of joy,or the tears of both feeling were i have 2 cover up dt xnk my mum,my sis,especially grndma stat nanges bkunci la dlm bilik until sume looks fine..den before mu ask me,are u sure u wanna go..i dun mind if u chge ur mind at this very last moment..i said "im sure i cn do dz..i wont let u down,i will make all of u proud..dts my promise..den mulelaa drama melayu,whn my grandma stat nanges..peluk x nk lpas..baru kt umah blom kt airport lg nie..hihi..8.00 p.m,smpai airport,d best part is x sgke sume org auntie,my czin..rmai gile..igtkn family den sume ade..ok cool..tersentuh gak la..hehe..

every minutes i keep on looking at my at dt time every minutes is i thk whether its d last moment im gona see them again or maybe i have the chance to see them its all we all went to international departure..dt was d last time im with my family...salam2 mintak maaf,doakn saye, x nanges punn..yg nanges my grndma mum pun x sis die tahan i im her only brother,kitorg gelak same2,sharing story,kuar sesame den one day im gone..die balikk umah pn xde sape nk layann die..dts kinda sedeh gak..2 yg susah adik bradik dua bez gak bile kite yg adek..hehe..before i go punn,bf my sis ade call ckp kakak slalu nanges sbb yan nk pegi..yan pjuk la die eh...until kwn die kt brunei pn call i,sbb i mmg rapat ngn kak liana nie..ckp kakak ngadu kt die sedeh adik die nk pegi jauh da xde sape die nk layan..hehe..i noe sis,yan pn sedeh gak,xnk tnjuk je sbb nnti kakak lg sedeh..eee rindunyee..da lme x jmpe kak liana..dulu mase die slalu dtg umah,kalo kuar ngn kak liana,my sis,n bf kakak,sklalu i la jd bf kak liana ahahah..bez2..

9.00 p.m gate C3..flight to Australia..
da nk pegi punn still on the phone ngn family..nenek,kakak, nk wt cmne..nk mnuntut ilmu..10.40 da berlepas..smpai aussie kol 9 pagi aussie..kt malaysia 6.00 pg mase tuh..flying3 unti 2nd of March ive got my first solo..on my weh..ssah tau aku bajet cmtu..hehe.......................................................

15 dec 2009
until one year baru balikk malaysia balikk..sbb summer break..mase nk balikk 2 bez gilee..sthun x jmpe family kn kn..haha..raye punn x dpt balikk..hihi..time nie la sume nk jmpe lg..cuti 3 minggu lbih je..nk jmpe rmai..yg penting Shahira dpt jmpe..haha..1st date da jmpe my mum,n my sis..coll la wei..hehe..itupn kalo x pakse x nk ikut..hehe..pdn muke die kna pakse..senyap je dlm keta..haha klaka..siap tp worth it kn seharian ngn sayang..?? <3 da shoppg2..nk balikk da,mstila kna anta die balikk kn..pastu cm nk mkn nasik lmak la plak kn..die bawak g malis..layaaannn..hehe..dt tyme sbnrnye,aku da x rase mcm kwn mcm da cple..hehe..den ade one day aku dpt tau die da bpunye..ilang la hajat 2..

10th Jan 2010..
balikk aussie,even tau die still in relationshp,bt kitorg still,ym,fb,myspace..den 21 days b4 my 20th birthday,aku cabar die make me fall in love wif her..actually within dt duration i jz nk dga die ckp I LOVE YOU..ade die ckp,bt i want it in a proper way..afta 2 days she did convince me dt die btol2 sayang i jz giv her a chance..n un til now..we r still together,n the love grew stronger n stronger..n raya thun nie aku nak balikk gak..nk jmpe die..x kesah,nk balikk gak..nk raye malaysia..cnie boring..wt eva it is i will make it happen..

Australia has bring me a lot of happiness,sadness,bring me love dt i have neva expected..=) n im glad i found u Shahira..

Saturday, March 27, 2010


this is wt i feel ryte nw..GIVING dz is wt i want,dz is wt i dreamed of..why should i giv up..?? life is unfair..sometimes..everytime we pray 4 sumthg,nt everythg we get,until we earn it..we work for it..den we get it..dts wt i need 2 do nw..flying an aircraft is nt driving a car..haha..same goes to love,loving sum1 is nt easy..dts bloody responsibility..i love wt i have now,loving mum,dad,grandma,sister, n Shahira love..

being the only son n the only brother in the family is nt one day im responsible for everythg,my own wife to take care to,mom,dad,sister,grandma..everyone..bknnye nk dts wt life is..we cant run away from responsibility..

penah je dlu da pikir nk balik done..give dgn nasihat my mum,sis, still goin strong,until now glad..ive neva stop dts d only way..

bt dr dlu lg..sume bde dt da plan..alwayz ade prob..until now..i dun noe why..i jz go through to it.. bt thank god,im still cn go through it..eventhough it make me feels like giving up..hmmm,thanks to Shahira dt still nt gettg tired of me..even my Attitude like shit..shes d kind dt girl,i wanna spend my life together..Your world is my world,n my fight is ur breath is ur breath n your heart is mine..ur my one love,my one heart n my life for sure..ill be ur one guy,ull be my number one girl,alwayz makg time for you..

kadang2 tulis blog ill end up citer psal Shahira..haha..mestinya..Sayang sgt kott..ape kott2..mmg syg sgt punn..hihi..LOVE,LOVE,LOVE...bile la dpt jmpe die nie..dlu jmpe pn x puas..=) nk balikk raye thun nie..thun lpas x dpt salam mami punn,kakak,papa,nenek,unc mas..haih..dosa thun lpas x berampun thun lpas baeklaa..x jahat punn..hihi..

Thursday, March 25, 2010

cinta yg sempurna..=)

even i did sumthg wrong,u still bare wif me,neva get tired of me,neva hates me,neva giv up wif me..NEVER..!! dts d best word..dts wt i like bout u..i feel lucky i found you,even d 1st tyme i didnt put faith on now i did..i trusted u..ALWAYZ..sorry 4 evrythg wt ive done to u..i didnt mean it,no ones is tryg my best to get to noe not gonna be surprised if one day we gonna spend our life together,cz every single day i pray 4 dt..eventhough we keep on fightg,i thk dts d only thg dt makes our grew stronger..I u wif all my heart..

Another day without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now i know how much it means
For you to stay right here with me
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurts so bad i can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you, sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad i can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you, sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

things can come and go
i know but baby believe
somethings burning strong between us
makes it clear to me


Wednesday, March 24, 2010


step in my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes

screw everything..

this is what i feel right now..
screw FACEBOOK..
screw SKYPE..



Saturday, March 20, 2010


[3:13:50 PM] shahira: ok
[3:15:17 PM] shahira: did u love me?
[3:15:37 PM] sofian: do u love me..??
[3:15:43 PM] shahira: yes i do
[3:15:56 PM] sofian: ok..
[3:16:04 PM] shahira: how bout u?
[3:16:10 PM] sofian: do u..?/
[3:16:20 PM] shahira: im asking
[3:16:26 PM] sofian: did u/.??
[3:16:33 PM] shahira: did u waht?
[3:16:37 PM] shahira: ]*what
[3:16:46 PM] sofian: did u ask me
[3:17:02 PM] shahira: yes im asking
[3:17:29 PM] sofian: wt did u ask..?
[3:17:35 PM] shahira: do u love me?
[3:17:44 PM] sofian: really..??
[3:17:53 PM] shahira: main2 lah u
[3:17:58 PM] shahira: da xsyg lah tu
[3:17:59 PM] sofian: no
[3:18:09 PM] shahira: i tnya xjwb
[3:18:14 PM] sofian: x
[3:18:21 PM] shahira: xsyg?
[3:18:23 PM] sofian: x
[3:18:34 PM] shahira: xsyg shshira
[3:18:35 PM] shahira: ?
[3:18:39 PM] sofian: x
[3:18:50 PM] shahira: seriusly?
[3:18:54 PM] sofian: yup
[3:19:08 PM] sofian: da x syg da
[3:19:24 PM] shahira: syg sapa?
[3:19:32 PM] sofian: xde sape..
[3:19:41 PM] shahira: shahira abdullah pun?
[3:19:45 PM] sofian: yup
[3:19:51 PM] shahira: da xnk dia?
[3:19:56 PM] sofian: xnk
[3:20:19 PM] shahira: ok~u xmain2 kan.tnya bnyk kali pun sama je jwbpn..
[3:20:35 PM] sofian: mmg x main2 pn..
[3:20:45 PM] shahira: ok..
[3:21:01 PM] shahira: tgok da xnk i
[3:21:13 PM] shahira: :'(
[3:21:24 PM] sofian: tgk muke
[3:21:35 PM] sofian: mmg pn..
[3:21:43 PM] sofian: u kn ade shahmi
[3:21:54 PM] shahira: dlu
[3:21:58 PM] shahira: bkn now
[3:22:19 PM] sofian: forever u will
[3:22:28 PM] shahira: u xnk i?
[3:22:46 PM] sofian: muaz ade..
[3:22:53 PM] shahira: muaz kwn baik i
[3:23:02 PM] shahira: xkn jd part of mylife
[3:23:09 PM] sofian: i noe..die kn suke kt u..
[3:23:15 PM] shahira: u xsuka i?
[3:23:33 PM] sofian: nt anymore
[3:24:22 PM] shahira: k

ahahahh..kna tgk muke die..=) bape kali aku gelak sbnrnnye die je yg x prasan..aduss..
klaka klaka..

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad i can't take it any longer..

did you..??


i Jz dun get it..

“Sometimes I lie awake at night, and ask, 'Where have I gone wrong?' Then a voice says to me, 'This is going to take more than one night.'”

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

this is a story of my love life..=)

Shahira..Jan 2007=)

First time i met her,when i was in SMKWM,my new school back in the year of 2007.. It was such a nice school,but..skolah campur la be not dt kinda guy yg boleh masok sgt ngn prempuan..pmalu giler..!! seriously..i lmah ngn prempuan..lg2 kalo dpan2..1st tyme masok skola campur cz dr form 1 smpai form 4 skola High School Kajang..haha..skolah aku baek..da lari topik da..hehe.. ^.^ok bout shahira..1st time jmpe die kt dpan koperasi..every single day mase rehat die msti ade dpan koperasi,tp tgk cm x beli pn..mase 2 bdak baru lg,x brani la nk tegur2 die nie..kang x pasal2 la gado ngn balak seriusly,1st tyme pndg die cm da jatuh hati da kan da ckp td bdak baru la..bdak2 klaz aku pn amik 3 blan nk rapat ngn sume kott..xkn tros nk tego bdak yg lpak kt koperasi 2 kott..beragakkla kn..jz keep it slowwww..den slowly aku rapat ngn Rahman,die nie ok..baek la..die pengawas..die la tnjuk mane library,mne tndas besih..ahhha..normal2..mne bdak jgn kaco,jgn buat nie,jgn buat tuu..sume aku tau dlm mase sminggu je..haha..cooll la kn..!! Pastu suddnly aku ttbe taye die psal si Shahira nie..pastu g rehat ngn rahman,terserempak ngn Shahira nie,aku taye la die ko tau pape x psal bdak prempuan nie..die ckp x sgt..ok fine..ttbe aku taye die ade bf ke..?? ahaha..x tau malu..rahman da bhan2 akuh..abehla..pastu die bgtau aku.."aku rase bdak nie ade bf da,aku penah nmpk diorg nie.."..aduh aku cm,forget it man..lgpn aku freshmen kott..giler ke..den on march aku jmpe nabilah kt tmpat tuisyen,aku ngn die x lame punn..lapan bulann 8 months mcm 8 years,seriously,die knal family aku mcm dr dlu da rapat..but sumtymes fairy tale dun always have a happy ending ryte,do they..?? haha..d worst part is die tggal kn akuh,for my own fren,dt is just aku pnah merayu kt die..dun leave me..but cm bodo je aku merayu..den i jz let her go..lantakk la..

2008..single mingles pringles..who cares..ahahha 1 whole year aku singles..until before g aussie nabilah nie nk aku balikk..tah knape aku trime,bt it doesnt last long gak..haha..aku da x kesah da..hehe.. mingles pringles..on one fine day,aku on myspace..aku jmpe shahira nie..den aku add la..die approve plak 2 ok ok..cooll..den aku x layan sbb aku igt citer2 skola diam je..ttbe satu hari aku boring die anta comment nie kt myspace..hehe

"(CAWAN) yg berisi kopi tp xde gula tentu pahit bila diminum
(LAWAN) klu ada tumbuk menumbuk
kita mmg sakit TAPI... KALAU....
(KAWAN)..macam mana pahit dan sakit nya dia buat kita dia
tetap yg terbaik dalam hari2 kita... >
jika awk sygkn kwn awk foward msg ni pd 10 org kwn
awk t'msk sy ni kwn awk<..
klu ada 5 msg ni dtg blik pd awk,awk lah kwn yg pling = [SETIA]
=)) "

ahaha..aku pn balas la ckp tq sume..hehe..dr situ la start aku rapat ngn Shahira nie..bla..bla..bla..aik da cple da..wahh..ahah..sbulan lbih gak la aku ngn die..x lame sbb time tuh aku ngn exam n flight test..tnsion yg pelikknye die still rapat ngn aku,n aku pn rapat ngn die..hmmm..xpela..kwn ape slahnye..=) pertengahan tahun 2009 aku da x saba nk balikk KL da..sbb da stahun da kt Aussie..arghhh rindu giler family..sume kwn2 aku nk jmpe aku..ahah..beznye aku dot kawn yg rindu2 aku nih..sume jnji nk jmpe..termasokla shahira nie..dapat plak die nie dok dkat ngn umah..snglaa..aahah..

15 Dec 2009..KL,here i Come..!!

aku ckp shahira 17 aku balikk,nk surprise konon..hampeh,bole bz plak..hantu btoll..pastu kantoi ngn die,mmg marah laa die satu hari 2 da plan ngn die nk kuar..pastu bole plak mk aku ajak kuar gak..aduh da clash..ish ajak jela die kuar same..haha..punyela ssah nk pjuk ajak kuar ikut gakk akhirnye..kitorg g OU..jln2,mkn,shoppg..sronott..ahah..balikk kol 9 cmtu la..afta dt aku ajak die g mali's..mkn nasik lmak..layann..dt tyme sbnrnye aku da nk propose die aku cm malu la plak kn kalo die ade bf tyme x jdla..2ggu jee..lpas anta die balikk..trus skype ngn die..padahal da jmpe da td.. ^.^ mengade knn..bla..bla..bla..bla... den one day 2 die nk nk g dinner ngn aku sbb nk balikk dungun da..pastu kitorg ckp psal ape tah ttbe die taye aku psal status die,aku jz ckp aku tau die ade bf da, "u r in a relationship ryte nw.." 2 la msg aku bg kt die..die balas taye aku cmne aku tau..disbbkn aku serkap jarang,aku ckp la aku knal kwn die..pastu die ckp die da break ngn bf die sbb aku..aduh rase bersalah plak..bla..bla..bla..merepek..ahahha..sian die..kna serkap aku heart broken gakla..sedeh..=(

pastu si nabilah nie ttbe ctact aku g dinner new year eve..aduh..pegi jela..aku pn x buat pape mlm tuh..da mkn2..die anta aku,ttbe nk jmpe mak aku plak..aduh,mak aku da la suke die nie..aku x suke da sbnrnye..bia jela..bbrappe kali aku nk halau die last mak die call balikk..yess..ahahha..pastu mlm kol 2 cm2 die call akuh ckp sory sume..aduh cair la kn..tau plak Shahira nie da bpunye..aku pn trime die balikk..kuar sesame..bla..bla..bla..da aku nk balikk aussie da..pastu shahira ajak dinner sblom balikk dungun..aku pn bawak laa kt kdai atas umah aku..bole plak die mkn roti bakar..adehh..den aku bwak die g McD melati McD la..hehe..dt was d last tyme aku jmpe die..Shahira,seriously im gonna miss u..aku ckp dlm hati mase die kuar kreta aku..aku pn balikkla..

8 Jan 2010..=) im goin Home..

da smpai Airport,ttbe flight pnuhh..aduh,,dlam hatii yess..aku pn pau Mas Airline utk flight 10 Jan,aku nk Business class,xnk dok hotel..diorg ckp ok..n bg duit 400 hengget..layann..ahahha..balikk la umah balikk..sok nye baru balikk..g Airport balikk..aunty aku sume ade,sedeh dowh..mase nk pegi dlu aku x nanges punn,tp mase nk balikk sydney balikk aku nanges..ahahha..ilang jantan..huahuahua..sume tgk aku nanges,suma nanges,,hahah..klaka je..bile da smpai gate aku call shahira,sbb da jnji ngn die..aku call lme gakk la..pastu da nk boarding nie,bole plak die xnk ltak,menanges 2,aku tau,tp x ngaku..ahahha..

afta 8 hours of flight..smpai sydney..

alamakk..!! da stat rndu mknn malaysia..hehe..wahh pnjgnye aku type..pndek kn citer,aku tyme nie ngn nabilah lg,last2 aku break gak ngn die..sbb malas layann kerenah die nie..
sume salah aku..aku diam je..pastu tau2 die mintak break..arghh pedulik ape aku..ahha..mulela balikk citer ngn Shahira..ari2 skype2,Ym2..satu hari 2 aku cabar die cairkn aku sblum aku nye bfday..ahahh..mcm2 die try cairkn aku,aku buat dekk jee..ahah..smpai satu haridie taye aku ape die kna wt nk cairkn aku..jwpn aku simple,ntahla..pndai2 u la..aahahha..aku tgk die cm serius je..kalo die x sayang aku,xkn die still nk kt aku kn..xpela,aku bg die pluang..

7 Feb 2010..Couple suda..bubbye single..

honestly aku x menyesal couple ngn die..seronok sgt2..happy..die pn sayang aku..I LOVE YOU SHAHIRA..dun leave me ok..syg nk sgt balikk Raye nie..wteva it is,syg balikk gakk..nk jmpe baby,nk hugg baby..=( dlu balikk x byk bde kite kn..rindu dtg la aussie eh eh..??

now i am Shahira's Property..<3

much Lovee,Sofian..


Kat rumah skype..
Kat bilik skype..
Kat dalam bas pun skype gakk..
Nasib baek dlm tandas x skype.. ^.^

P/S:I Love Shahira

20 reasons to date a pilot

1. They are die hard romantics
2. They can give you the gift of "missing them" because they are always overseas
3. They can give you the jump seat (everyone's favorite)
4. They are good looking
5. They are smart!!!
6. They know the anatomy well (Human Performanc e Limitations)
7. They are wild party people everyday
8. "Let's play doctor!"
9. They are well trained to listen.
10. They know what your heart desires
11. They always have a strange new story to tell.
12. They offer you a tissue when you feel like crying (it is a reflex).
13. They can stay up all night if you want them to.
14. They can guide you in any country or gym .
15. Money!(They work long for it)
16. Free Tickets!
17. They are unshockable
18. They love traveling[Do you ??? =)]
19. They always dress nice
20. They are trained in breaking bad news in a nice way.

Believe In What We Are Doing,And We Will Land u Safely..=)

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

I jz those eye

Ive been miss-ing u like hell..=(

i wanna go Home..=(

Another summer day has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome, I wanna go home
Maybe surrounded by a million people I
Still feel all alone, I just wanna go home

Oh, I miss you, you know
And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two, "'I'm fine baby how are you?"
Well, I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat and you deserve more than that
Another airplane, another sunny place I'm lucky I know
but I wanna go home, I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I gotta come home
Let me go home
I've had my run, baby I'm done
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream, but you always believed in me
Another winter day has come and gone away
In neither Paris nor Rome and I wanna go home
I miss you, you know

Monday, March 15, 2010

Diet Plan..hee..

smlm kitorg g swimming..Aiman,Kammel,Aku,n sape lg,Kalau sugar x ikut x sah..bez gak kalo kuar ngn diorg nie..melawak je keje..lg sugar..kalo ade die mmg die la bahan lawak kitorg..ahahahah..klaka..die nie BM bagus..antara ayat2 yg A samad said x tau n die cipta.. "sanggup hati kau","kenapae ko nie perasaan sgt.." padahal knape ko nie perasan sgt..ahahah..sugar2..ade satu hari 2 die pinjam pen akuh..pastu aku nk gne mintak la balk kn..nie dialog die..

Pian:weh sugar bak sini pen akuh..ko mkn x lupe pen bole lupe..bak sini..??
Sugar:weh ko bole 2ggu sebentar x..??

(ayat 2 mmg x skema giler)

mmg aku bantai gelakla kn..gile babi die nie..bahase baku..ahahah..Aik cm da lari topik je..
ok2 niee sambungan swimming td..sugar x reti swimming ade semangat nk blaja,ok la 2 kn..nnti jd pilot x kn passenger nk slamtkn die..heheh..skang die da ok da,bolela berenang..good job sugar..

B4 dt kitorg ade pegi..1st tyme la kn..air sejukk 2 kate xde heater..mmg la kn..pastu yg sugar nie bajet hero..nie dialog die..

Pian:weh sugar,sejuk siall air nie..
sugar:eh mne ade.aku rase td ok je..
(pedepush..!! dgn slamber die loncat x tgk air 2 dlm ke x..)
1.80M kott..gelabah kjap die..aku pn gelabah gak..xpasal2 kang lemas ank org..ahahah..naseb baek tyme die ok da terapong..kui kui kui..

ok smlm lpas berenang,kammel plan lpas nie nk die..aku pikir cm bez je..ok la aku join..mkn buah n roti je..aku bole je..asl kn ade bde masok prut..sblum nie pn aku bantai mkn cereal je..turun lapan kilo..wwow..2la plg byk pnah aku turun..lpas nie aku nk g 10 kilo..msti bolenye..jimat ckit duit kn kn..alaaaa stakat buah n roti mmg bole la kn..xde hal la..arinie pn aku mkn roti n sayur,telor hancur,tuna,n ptg td mkn ikan ngn roti..smpai skang aku da trun 500 gram je..(confident badak..)

arinie pn satu hari aku dok umah,td g Woolworths..diorg g bli brg..aku pn boring la plak dok umah je..

haaaa nie satu citer lg..smlm aku nk maen game da dkat kol 12 daa..aku g ckp kt shahira nk tdo..hehe..die lpas kn bole plak si Shahira nie taye sugar aku wt ape td..
siot toll..mmg kantoi la kn..adus,da die marah aku td..heheh..sorylaa..terpaksa..yg si sugar nie punn cm da jd kaki repot la plak kn..terbaek la..xpe2 zira bole jd spy kn..??

Diet Planng nie akn menjadi..percayalah..hehe..=)

P/S: I love shahira

Saturday, March 13, 2010

bila aku tension,aku...

Aku suke gmba niee..sbb aku x bncii..=)

-duduk diam2..
-aku cpat marah..
-suka jalan2..
-x suka ckp..
-rase nk tumbuk org..
-aku suke mkn..
-aku benci handphone..
-aku rase nk tido..
-rase nk baling brg....
-rase cm nk isap rokok..(no,NO)

hari ni aku tnsion,but aku happy..sbb aku ade kwn2 yg bole buat aku lupe sume thanx 2 kammal,sugar,Aiman..hari nie aku mandi kol 6 stengah..tah ape prangai aku ari nih,slalu 12 d mandi da..pastu ttbe diorg nie ajak aku mkn..tnsion kn..kuar jela..sbnrnye xde duit nie..isnin baru masuk,tp Aiman ckp xpe2..
ko amik dlu duit nie,g bli mkn..ok la,org ckp rezeki jgn ditolak..aku pn mkn beriani..sdap gakla..lapa nye psal kott..

lpas mencekik,kammal ajak g tgk Opera House..aku da boring tgk Opera House ksian kammal da stahun kt cnie x g Opera House lg..aku pn drive la smpai city smpai city kol 10,mmg terbaek la..bole tahan gak la crowded,perghh weekend kott..mcm semutt..sana,sini,merata2..xpela,tnsion nye psal..layann kn je..parking ckit nye jauh,jalan jee..pastu ttbe jmpe arnab,ckit nye byk..kalo kt msia da ade gerai sate arnab daa..comell plak arnab 2,tapi penakott cm siall..da ok2 happy2..hujan plak..Hantu btoll..da kitorg duduk bawah Harbour Bridge..dkat 20 min gak la..

afta dt,kitorg pn jln2..carik tandas..sejukk kott..mmg nk trkncing la kn..sejuk2 pn aku g bli ice cream,x sukee tnsion nye psall..belasah jee..kitorg pn jlan g opera house..smpai2 hujan lg..duduk jap bawah opera house 2..ramai plak org,cuci la event rpenye..2ggu la smpai ujan brenti..mmg bgamba la kn..lg2 ngn sugar..die nie suke bergambar..
layann die..

pastu da kol 11 sengah..balikk la..aku drive balikk..bole plak sesat g North..padahal da byk kali g city..aduh..tnsion nye psal..mmg la cm2..nasib baek ade iPhone,pkai la GPS..bateri plak da nk kong..tau jela iPhone Bateri cm s**l..aku nk suggest Apple gne Bateri Kereta..tahan 6 tahun..haaaa amikk ko..

kitorg smpai umah kol 1 sengah..xdela pnat punn..bolela..lpas actvt arini tnsion ilang..aku pn kalo marah org,or tnsion x lame kjap je..x esok,arinie da ok skang aku da ok..trime kasih kpd kwn2..korg mmg terbaek..da la 2..2 je sbnrnye..

P/S:I Shahira...n i miss u..=(

Thursday, March 11, 2010


Dear Shahira,

Im nt tryg 2 control ur life or wt,i jz nk tgk u succceed..ive been wondering,evry single day u wc ngn i..bile u study..?? as i noe exam da dkat plak tue..xkn esk nk exam hari nie baru nk study..evrytyme i taye "kwn2 u buat ape..??" jwpn u msti "diorg tgh buat krja.." kalo diorg buat krja knape u x buat krja..?? evrytyme test x penah nk bgtau i..tau2 je td test..x bole buat..kalo study u rase x bole buat ke..i bkan nk sebok2 psal u..kalo ur mum tau psal nie pn,die akan ckp bde nt ur mum,bt ithk i cakap bde yg i have d rights o tell u dz..i am pretty sure kwn2 u msti ade ajak u study kn..?? xkn xde..impossible..d only thgs is i ade kt wc..

lets just make it dz way..i nk u study weekdays,weekends bole wc ngn i..whether u like it or is d way it is ryte compromise..i rase its worth it ikut ckp org yg care psal u..diorg bkan nk mnyibuk,tp diorg concern..(kalo u nk ckp i nyebok la) i concern bkn nyibok...same goes ngn kwn2 u..even i x penah jmpe diorg,yanie,nini,intan,zira i am sure sgt2 diorg is a good fren..isnt it..?? listen to them..listen to me..u wont regret..believe please,do is nt easy without hardwork,sacrifice..eventhough u hate d subject,no one else cn go through it for you,except yourself..YOU have to do it..

I love wt i have now,n i know same goes to u..u nk tgk i succeeed,so do i..i pn nk tgk u u nk marah i psal bde nie..i dun mind..i did d right thg..

Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do.The good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge...♥♥

Much Love

Im A Good Student..

p/s:I ♥ Shahira

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Tq Baby..this video was dedicated to me on my 20th Birthday..♥


kiss kiss..♥♥♥
heee.. ^.^

This I Promise You..♥

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...
Yeah-ehh... ♥♥♥

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Shhh..shes sleeping..♥ 7th Mac 2010 4:18 a.m


I'll be your dream,
I'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy,
I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love be everything that you need.

I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cos I'm counting on
A new beginning.
A reason for living
A deeper meaning... Yeah...

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea,
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me..

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry the tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powers,
In lonely hours,
The tears devour you...

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea,
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me..

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream,
I'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy,
I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...♥♥♥

Everything I Do,I Do It For You..♥

Look into my eyes, you will see,what you mean to me..Search your heart, search your soul..And when you find me there,you'll search no more..Don't tell me it's not worth trying for,you can't tell me it's not worth dying for..You know it's true,everything I do, I do it for you .Look into your heart, you will find There's nothing there to hide,take me as I am, take my life I would give it all, I would sacrifice,don't tell me it's not worth fighting for..I can't help it, there's nothing I want more..You know it's true Everything I do, I do it for you There's no love like your love,and no other could give more love..There's nowhere, unless you're there all the time, all the way ,you can't tell me it's not worth trying for,i can't help it, there's nothing I want more ,I would fight for you, I'd lie for you walk the wire for you, yeah I'd die for you..You know it's true ,everything I do, I do it for you Everything I do,you will see through..♥♥

Happy 1 Month Anniversary Baby..♥

Friday, March 5, 2010

you n ME

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

Can i have a daughter dt looks just like her..??

d sweetest thg..♥

i rindu u b...
blk lah...
nak jumpa b :'(
i xnk siket pun gdo ngn syg
xnk siket pun buat syg marah dgn bby
i sgt syg buncit i ni :*
hari2 bby rindu syg even webcam hari2 pun
blk laaaaaaaa
nak tgok depan2..............
nak ckp I LOVE YOU depan2
nak tarik hidung sayanng
nak cucuk2 sayang
blk laa
nak hug
blk laaa
nk pkul syg jgk
blk lahh
nak dera syg jmpa bby hari2
cant wait dah!

kalau org tnya sapa saya palingggg sayang selain family saya
kalau org tanya muka siapa yg saya tgok b4 and lpas bgn tidur
saya akan jawab SOFIAN LA SAPA LAGI
kalau org tnya sapa saya rindu hari2
saya akan jawab SOFIAN!!!
kalau org tnya sapa paling saya nk hug sekarang
saya akan jawab. I WANT MY SAYANG SOFIAN!!!

i love you sayang!!

5 things i LOVE and HATE about you..

i the way u look at me,cz its d only thg i cn see evryday..♥
i the way u smile,cz damn!! dts d most beautiful thg ive seen evry single day..♥
i the way u talk to me,cz it is d melody until d end of my day..♥
i the way u say u love me,cz i cant see any girl dts better den u today..♥
i the way you make me love you,cz ive been lovg u more each and evry day..♥

i HATE u tellg me u gonna cut ur hair,cz dts d sexiest thg ive ever had..
i HATE the way u cry,cz i felt HELL..!!
i HATE to noe dt u r talkg to other guys,cz hell no,i dun like sharing my GF..!!
i HATE dt ure nt around,and in fact u didnt call..
i HATE when 1 day,u gonna leave me,cz of 1 old guy...haha



1276 of her!!!
neva get tired of her face..
ngee...but but more to come..


Isn't shes cute..??

Im lovin it..

Shahira's Property..

I know I'm gonna see you again
But promise me that you won't forget
Cause as long as you remember
A part of us will be together
So even when you're fast asleep
Look for me inside your dreams
Keep believing in what we're sharing
And even when I'm not there to tell you

I'll, I'll love, Love you forever
Anytime that I can't be where you are