Monday, March 29, 2010

its all yesterday..

I gave you the benefit of the doubt till you showed me what you were about,ur true bloody colours came out n your words couldn't hide the sin dt uve been pretending on me cz the truth about where you've been doing all this long n cheating on me..Im done wif dz, feeling like an idiot Loving you,for all dz tym..Im jz over it I just don't love you, don't love you no more u are so yesterday neva thought you would lose my love this way now you come begging me to stay,I don't wanna hear a thing you say baby what you're saying to me is useless ders no more you and I..I couldn't get it right on yesterday so kiss our tomorrows goodbye..last time i should've just been a man about it,ur love was like my blanket dun noe know what to do without it,n now u r begging me,tellg me like im d one dt has been hurtg u..hell no BITCH..Ur promises don't mean nothing for all this while..And now you wanna reminisce,say you wanna try again..i noe it start out with a little kiss bt u end it up like dz..dt is jz cool..im sorry bt we can't even be friends..no no..!! now i never wanna see you, never wanna feel you, never wanna hear you I don't love you, dun need you, I can't stand you no more..stop doing dz..y u always wanna do dz to me,y cant u be hapy for me..for wt i have nw..FUCK all dz..please..i love wt i have now..i jz dun wanna lose it for sum1 like u..dt dun noe how to appreciate thgs..n take my love dt u can play with..when u say u love me,u love me jz on dt day..n when u feel like throwing me away..u jz do it..u dun have feeling..not a lil bit at all..i hve trillions of reason for nt givg u d 2nd chance,nt even 2nd its d 4th chance..id rather stay wif Shahira..I love her,she loves me..i wont take her 4 granted..nt anymore..plz be happy 4 me..im begging u..u r d one said.."if i cant handle u at ur worse,den i dun deserve u at ur best"..nw i undrstd wt is dt suppose to mean..im jz too stupid,didnt realize it..so lets jz be it..

Sofian

Australia..with Love..

dz is d story b4 i came to australia..ish asik speaking je..ah biala..sebok je..sbelom dtg ke australia,i was in NIUC,Nilai International University College..doing aircraft maintenance engineering..eh jap2..cmtu ke eja maintenance..or maintanence..ish pape jela..ade bunyik ok la tu..mmg dr kecik aku suka Aeroplane..aku stat suke whn i was 6 years old..mase aku igt lagi 1st flight seumur hidup g indonesia holiday..dt tyme i was waitg at the boardg gate..looking through the glass n i was amaze how cn dz big steel thg fly with on two engine dts is smaller than d fuselage..btw fuselage ialah tmpat korang duduk 2 la..x termasok wing die..dr dpan smpai blakang..tu la fuselage..jz in case x tau..hehe..

den i was wondering brape org yg nk kna bawak bde nie..?? den aku g kt my mum n i was askg 1000 question tah mase 2 btol ke x my mum nye jwpn bt i was like oookkk..until 1 tyme,my mum ckp,kalo nk bawak bde 2..blaja elokk2..n jd pilot..n then aku taye lg.."pilot 2 ape mami..??" jwpn my mum sng je..yg bwk kapal trbg 2 laa..semenjak dr 2..ive set my mind..1 day ill fly dt thg,evn wteva it takes..n this was 14 years ago..=)

until now my passion towards aircraft neva chge..even i love to watch Aircrash Investigation..bloody hell..sumtimes it looks scary..bt then mostly aircrash 99% came from human error itself..see,dts y we r usg "nobodys perfect"..we r nt perfect..if we r perfect,xdenye sume org nk study..hell no..do u all know dt to an aircraft crash is in a ratio of 1:1,000,000...every pilot knows dt i thk.. ^.^

bt 4 me i dun believe in those thgs,if kte da ditakdir kn utk mati cm2,no one cn chge dt..jz accept it..ajal n maut di tgn tuhan..seriously evrytyme i went for flight,ill jz keep on sayg to myself "wteva thgs gonna happen today,it happens for a reason..even kalo aku mati arinie,aku mati sbb aku buat ape yg aku nk slame nie..so,its worth it.." before evry single flight,ill call my mum,n sumtimes i ask her to tell my sis i Love her..call my dad,grndma..evry1..jz for the sake of 1 hour flight..even 1 minutes of flight,anythg could happn..

even ders one tyme,aku lpe nk call family,bt mlm tu da ckp da ade flight pagi,my mum ckp lpas flight call,ok,biasenye mmg aku x lpe..den afta flight aku lpe nk call,afta flight plak aku pnat den tdola kt umah..dr ptg smpai mlm..phne plak silence..aduhh..mmg 50++ la call form my mum,sis,skali ngn nenek2 pn call gak..aduh..den call la balikk my mum,bole bantai kna marah la plak..ahahha..kne bebel nape x call sume..sume risau..hehe..relaxla..kn kn..wah sayang diorang kt aku nie..heee..=)

b4 plan nk g aussie pn ade apply kt flying academy malaysia..bt den pnoh plak..mmg mase 2 mmg da heart broken,nk jd pilot x mendpt..den bace2 surat kabar my mum jmpe article bout flight training kt aussie..n i was thkg dt sounds interestg..den kitorg jz pegi seminar 2..dga2..bout their training..afta a few hours dt time i didnt make up my mind lg nk pegi ke x..until 1 fine day,ttbe my mum taye "nk pegi ke aussie..???" i was like blurr giler.. den taye la balikk "bercuti ke..? sape xnk..??" (while smiling) hee.. den die ckp for ur future la..n i taye..u mean u nk anta i g training kt sane..n i was so happy..bt at d same time,ade terpikir gak,dts gonna be a lot of money involve..=( den ngadu kt my sis,i cant do this to mum..australia is nt malaysia,their iving expenses is 3x more than malaysia..n shes like,if she cant afford die xkn offer kn...........

n my mum ask me to make up my mind whether u gonna 4get bout pilotg,n find another course or jz go to australia..n make ur dream come true..it takes me almost two weeks to make up my mind..n 1 day im thkg until when i hve to depending on my family..one day ive 2 leave them, n live my life,make my own decision,raise a family,once i hve a family i have a job,n d job is puttg food on the table for my family..i ve to do dt witout them..i have to be independent..n here i am..im on my own..even ive been missg the like hell..shit,i wish i could be der nw..lg2 ade plak yg aku syg skrg nie..owh dear SHAHIRA..<3

a month before going,evry single fren nk jmpe..sume ckp nnti rindu2..ok fine,smpai nk g bli beg pn rmai gile ikut..ahahha..lantak korg la..nk sgt jmpe kn..ikut aku shoppg bli beg ahahah..bt it was fun..dt time plak pavilion ade..so merayap g sane mkn TGI fridays,tgk movie..waa beznye..nk buat lg..haih bile la bole lg nie..even 1 day b4 pegi pn ade yg dtg umah..beznye ade kwn cmnie..=)

15 nov 2008..
den ptg sblum departure my mum msak my favourite food..tp cm first time x abis mknn 2 sbb sedeh..den i went up bilik nk bersiap,mandi sume suddenly air mata jantan klua,haha..d only thg i dun undrstd is,whether its a tears of joy,or the tears of sadness..cz both feeling were der..bt i have 2 cover up dt thg..cz xnk my mum,my sis,especially grndma stat nanges gak..so bkunci la dlm bilik until sume looks fine..den before btolak..my mu ask me,are u sure u wanna go..i dun mind if u chge ur mind at this very last moment..i said "im sure i cn do dz..i wont let u down,i will make all of u proud..dts my promise..den mulelaa drama melayu,whn my grandma stat nanges..peluk x nk lpas..baru kt umah blom kt airport lg nie..hihi..8.00 p.m,smpai airport,d best part is x sgke sume org dtg..my auntie,my czin..rmai gile..igtkn family je..bt den sume ade..ok cool..tersentuh gak la..hehe..

every minutes i keep on looking at my watch..cz at dt time every minutes is precious..cz i thk whether its d last moment im gona see them again or maybe i have the chance to see them again..so its all depends..so we all went to international departure..dt was d last time im with my family...salam2 mintak maaf,doakn saye,janji2..bt x nanges punn..yg nanges my grndma je..my mum pun x nanges..my sis die tahan i noe..cz im her only brother,kitorg gelak same2,sharing story,kuar sesame den one day im gone..die balikk umah pn xde sape nk layann die..dts kinda sedeh gak..2 yg susah adik bradik dua je..bt bez gak bile kite yg adek..hehe..before i go punn,bf my sis ade call ckp kakak slalu nanges sbb yan nk pegi..yan pjuk la die eh...until kwn die kt brunei pn call i,sbb i mmg rapat ngn kak liana nie..ckp kakak ngadu kt die sedeh adik die nk pegi jauh da xde sape die nk layan..hehe..i noe sis,yan pn sedeh gak,xnk tnjuk je sbb nnti kakak lg sedeh..eee rindunyee..da lme x jmpe kak liana..dulu mase die slalu dtg umah,kalo kuar ngn kak liana,my sis,n bf kakak,sklalu i la jd bf kak liana ahahah..bez2..

9.00 p.m gate C3..flight to Australia..
da nk pegi punn still on the phone ngn family..nenek,kakak,papa..sedehnye..tp nk wt cmne..nk mnuntut ilmu..10.40 da berlepas..smpai aussie kol 9 pagi aussie..kt malaysia 6.00 pg mase tuh..flying3 unti 2nd of March ive got my first solo..on my bbirthday..cool weh..ssah tau aku bajet cmtu..hehe.......................................................

15 dec 2009
until one year baru balikk malaysia balikk..sbb summer break..mase nk balikk 2 bez gilee..sthun x jmpe family kn kn..haha..raye punn x dpt balikk..hihi..time nie la sume nk jmpe lg..cuti 3 minggu lbih je..nk jmpe rmai..yg penting Shahira dpt jmpe..haha..1st date da jmpe my mum,n my sis..coll la wei..hehe..itupn kalo x pakse x nk ikut..hehe..pdn muke die kna pakse..senyap je dlm keta..haha klaka..siap tp worth it kn seharian ngn sayang..?? <3 da shoppg2..nk balikk da,mstila kna anta die balikk kn..pastu cm nk mkn nasik lmak la plak kn..die bawak g malis..layaaannn..hehe..dt tyme sbnrnye,aku da x rase mcm kwn mcm da cple..hehe..den ade one day aku dpt tau die da bpunye..ilang la hajat 2..

10th Jan 2010..
balikk aussie,even tau die still in relationshp,bt kitorg still ctact..skype,ym,fb,myspace..den 21 days b4 my 20th birthday,aku cabar die make me fall in love wif her..actually within dt duration i jz nk dga die ckp I LOVE YOU..ade die ckp,bt i want it in a proper way..afta 2 days she did convince me dt die btol2 sayang aku..so i jz giv her a chance..n un til now..we r still together,n the love grew stronger n stronger..n raya thun nie aku nak balikk gak..nk jmpe die..x kesah,nk balikk gak..nk raye malaysia..cnie boring..wt eva it is i will make it happen..

Australia has bring me a lot of happiness,sadness,bring me love dt i have neva expected..=) n im glad i found u Shahira..

Saturday, March 27, 2010

why..??

this is wt i feel ryte nw..GIVING UP..everything..bt dz is wt i want,dz is wt i dreamed of..why should i giv up..?? life is unfair..sometimes..everytime we pray 4 sumthg,nt everythg we get,until we earn it..we work for it..den we get it..dts wt i need 2 do nw..flying an aircraft is nt driving a car..haha..same goes to love,loving sum1 is nt easy..dts bloody responsibility..i love wt i have now,loving mum,dad,grandma,sister, n Shahira love..

being the only son n the only brother in the family is nt easy..cz one day im responsible for everythg,my own wife to take care to,mom,dad,sister,grandma..everyone..bknnye nk merungut..bt dts wt life is..we cant run away from responsibility..

penah je dlu da pikir nk balik msia..im done..give up..bt dgn nasihat my mum,sis,frens..im still goin strong,until now still..im glad..ive neva stop prayg..cz dts d only way..

bt dr dlu lg..sume bde dt da plan..alwayz ade prob..until now..i dun noe why..i jz go through to it.. bt thank god,im still cn go through it..eventhough it make me feels like giving up..hmmm,thanks to Shahira dt still nt gettg tired of me..even my Attitude like shit..shes d kind dt girl,i wanna spend my life together..Your world is my world,n my fight is ur fight..my breath is ur breath n your heart is mine..ur my one love,my one heart n my life for sure..ill be ur one guy,ull be my number one girl,alwayz makg time for you..

kadang2 tulis blog ill end up citer psal Shahira..haha..mestinya..Sayang sgt kott..ape kott2..mmg syg sgt punn..hihi..LOVE,LOVE,LOVE...bile la dpt jmpe die nie..dlu jmpe pn x puas..=) nk balikk raye thun nie..thun lpas x dpt salam mami punn,kakak,papa,nenek,unc mas..haih..dosa thun lpas x berampun punn..hahah..eh thun lpas baeklaa..x jahat punn..hihi..




Thursday, March 25, 2010

cinta yg sempurna..=)



even i did sumthg wrong,u still bare wif me,neva get tired of me,neva hates me,neva giv up wif me..NEVER..!! dts d best word..dts wt i like bout u..i feel lucky i found you,even d 1st tyme i didnt put faith on u..bt now i did..i trusted u..ALWAYZ..sorry 4 evrythg wt ive done to u..i didnt mean it,no ones is perfect..im tryg my best to get to noe u..im not gonna be surprised if one day we gonna spend our life together,cz every single day i pray 4 dt..eventhough we keep on fightg,i thk dts d only thg dt makes our grew stronger..I u wif all my heart..

Another day without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now i know how much it means
For you to stay right here with me
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurts so bad i can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you, sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad i can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you, sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

things can come and go
i know but baby believe
somethings burning strong between us
makes it clear to me

I you SHAHIRA..


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

TQ AGAIN..

step in my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes


screw everything..

this is what i feel right now..
screw FACEBOOK..
screw YAHOO MESSENGER..
screw SKYPE..

I HATE ALL OF THIS RIGHT NOW..

FUCK..!!



Saturday, March 20, 2010

Prank..haha

[3:13:50 PM] shahira: ok
[3:15:17 PM] shahira: did u love me?
[3:15:37 PM] sofian: do u love me..??
[3:15:43 PM] shahira: yes i do
[3:15:56 PM] sofian: ok..
[3:16:04 PM] shahira: how bout u?
[3:16:10 PM] sofian: do u..?/
[3:16:20 PM] shahira: im asking
[3:16:26 PM] sofian: did u/.??
[3:16:33 PM] shahira: did u waht?
[3:16:37 PM] shahira: ]*what
[3:16:46 PM] sofian: did u ask me
[3:17:02 PM] shahira: yes im asking
[3:17:29 PM] sofian: wt did u ask..?
[3:17:35 PM] shahira: do u love me?
[3:17:44 PM] sofian: really..??
[3:17:53 PM] shahira: main2 lah u
[3:17:58 PM] shahira: da xsyg lah tu
[3:17:59 PM] sofian: no
[3:18:09 PM] shahira: i tnya xjwb
[3:18:14 PM] sofian: x
[3:18:21 PM] shahira: xsyg?
[3:18:23 PM] sofian: x
[3:18:34 PM] shahira: xsyg shshira
[3:18:35 PM] shahira: ?
[3:18:39 PM] sofian: x
[3:18:50 PM] shahira: seriusly?
[3:18:54 PM] sofian: yup
[3:19:08 PM] sofian: da x syg da
[3:19:24 PM] shahira: syg sapa?
[3:19:32 PM] sofian: xde sape..
[3:19:41 PM] shahira: shahira abdullah pun?
[3:19:45 PM] sofian: yup
[3:19:51 PM] shahira: da xnk dia?
[3:19:56 PM] sofian: xnk
[3:20:19 PM] shahira: ok~u xmain2 kan.tnya bnyk kali pun sama je jwbpn..
[3:20:35 PM] sofian: mmg x main2 pn..
[3:20:45 PM] shahira: ok..
[3:21:01 PM] shahira: tgok da xnk i
[3:21:13 PM] shahira: :'(
[3:21:24 PM] sofian: tgk muke
[3:21:35 PM] sofian: mmg pn..
[3:21:43 PM] sofian: u kn ade shahmi
[3:21:54 PM] shahira: dlu
[3:21:58 PM] shahira: bkn now
[3:22:19 PM] sofian: forever u will
[3:22:28 PM] shahira: u xnk i?
[3:22:46 PM] sofian: muaz ade..
[3:22:53 PM] shahira: muaz kwn baik i
[3:23:02 PM] shahira: xkn jd part of mylife
[3:23:09 PM] sofian: i noe..die kn suke kt u..
[3:23:15 PM] shahira: u xsuka i?
[3:23:33 PM] sofian: nt anymore
[3:24:22 PM] shahira: k

ahahahh..kna tgk muke die..=) bape kali aku gelak sbnrnnye die je yg x prasan..aduss..
klaka klaka..

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad i can't take it any longer..

did you..??

DID YOU..??
REALLY..??

i Jz dun get it..

“Sometimes I lie awake at night, and ask, 'Where have I gone wrong?' Then a voice says to me, 'This is going to take more than one night.'”

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

this is a story of my love life..=)

Shahira..Jan 2007=)

First time i met her,when i was in SMKWM,my new school back in the year of 2007.. It was such a nice school,but..skolah campur la pulakk..adoii..lmah2..to be honest..im not dt kinda guy yg boleh masok sgt ngn prempuan..pmalu giler..!! seriously..i lmah ngn prempuan..lg2 kalo dpan2..1st tyme masok skola campur cz dr form 1 smpai form 4 skola High School Kajang..haha..skolah gangster..tp aku baek..da lari topik da..hehe.. ^.^ok bout shahira..1st time jmpe die kt dpan koperasi..every single day mase rehat die msti ade dpan koperasi,tp tgk cm x beli pn..mase 2 bdak baru lg,x brani la nk tegur2 die nie..kang x pasal2 la gado ngn balak die..haha..bt seriusly,1st tyme pndg die cm da jatuh hati da sbnrnye..tp kan da ckp td bdak baru la..bdak2 klaz aku pn amik 3 blan nk rapat ngn sume kott..xkn tros nk tego bdak yg lpak kt koperasi 2 kott..beragakkla kn..jz keep it slowwww..den slowly aku rapat ngn Rahman,die nie ok..baek la..die pengawas..die la tnjuk mane library,mne tndas besih..ahhha..normal2..mne bdak jgn kaco,jgn buat nie,jgn buat tuu..sume aku tau dlm mase sminggu je..haha..cooll la kn..!! Pastu suddnly aku ttbe taye die psal si Shahira nie..pastu g rehat ngn rahman,terserempak ngn Shahira nie,aku taye la die ko tau pape x psal bdak prempuan nie..die ckp x sgt..ok fine..ttbe aku taye die ade bf ke..?? ahaha..x tau malu..rahman da bhan2 akuh..abehla..pastu die bgtau aku.."aku rase bdak nie ade bf da,aku penah nmpk diorg nie.."..aduh aku cm,forget it man..lgpn aku freshmen kott..giler ke..den on march aku jmpe nabilah kt tmpat tuisyen,aku ngn die x lame punn..lapan bulann je..bt 8 months mcm 8 years,seriously,die knal family aku mcm dr dlu da rapat..but sumtymes fairy tale dun always have a happy ending ryte,do they..?? haha..d worst part is die tggal kn akuh,for my own fren,dt is just pathetics..bt aku pnah merayu kt die..dun leave me..but cm bodo je aku merayu..den i jz let her go..lantakk la..

2008..single mingles pringles..who cares..ahahha 1 whole year aku singles..until before g aussie nabilah nie nk aku balikk..tah knape aku trime,bt it doesnt last long gak..haha..aku da x kesah da..hehe..

2009..singles mingles pringles..on one fine day,aku on myspace..aku jmpe shahira nie..den aku add la..die approve plak 2 ok ok..cooll..den aku x layan sbb aku igt citer2 skola dlu..so diam je..ttbe satu hari aku boring die anta comment nie kt myspace..hehe

"(CAWAN) yg berisi kopi tp xde gula tentu pahit bila diminum
(LAWAN) klu ada tumbuk menumbuk
kita mmg sakit TAPI... KALAU....
(KAWAN)..macam mana pahit dan sakit nya dia buat kita dia
tetap yg terbaik dalam hari2 kita... >
jika awk sygkn kwn awk foward msg ni pd 10 org kwn
awk t'msk sy ni kwn awk<..
klu ada 5 msg ni dtg blik pd awk,awk lah kwn yg pling = [SETIA]
=)) "

ahaha..aku pn balas la ckp tq sume..hehe..dr situ la start aku rapat ngn Shahira nie..bla..bla..bla..aik da cple da..wahh..ahah..sbulan lbih gak la aku ngn die..x lame sbb time tuh aku ngn exam n flight test..tnsion giler..tp yg pelikknye die still rapat ngn aku,n aku pn rapat ngn die..hmmm..xpela..kwn ape slahnye..=) pertengahan tahun 2009 aku da x saba nk balikk KL da..sbb da stahun da kt Aussie..arghhh rindu giler family..sume kwn2 aku nk jmpe aku..ahah..beznye aku dot kawn yg rindu2 aku nih..sume jnji nk jmpe..termasokla shahira nie..dapat plak die nie dok dkat ngn umah..snglaa..aahah..

15 Dec 2009..KL,here i Come..!!

aku ckp shahira 17 aku balikk,nk surprise konon..hampeh,bole bz plak..hantu btoll..pastu kantoi ngn die,mmg marah laa die knn..so satu hari 2 da plan ngn die nk kuar..pastu bole plak mk aku ajak kuar gak..aduh da clash..ish ajak jela die kuar same..haha..punyela ssah nk pjuk ajak kuar same..tp ikut gakk akhirnye..kitorg g OU..jln2,mkn,shoppg..sronott..ahah..balikk kol 9 cmtu la..afta dt aku ajak die g mali's..mkn nasik lmak..layann..dt tyme sbnrnye aku da nk propose die sbnrnye..tp aku cm malu la plak kn kalo die ade bf tyme tuh..so x jdla..2ggu jee..lpas anta die balikk..trus skype ngn die..padahal da jmpe da td.. ^.^ mengade knn..bla..bla..bla..bla... den one day 2 die nk nk g dinner ngn aku sbb nk balikk dungun da..pastu kitorg ckp psal ape tah ttbe die taye aku psal status die,aku jz ckp aku tau die ade bf da, "u r in a relationship ryte nw.." 2 la msg aku bg kt die..die balas taye aku cmne aku tau..disbbkn aku serkap jarang,aku ckp la aku knal kwn die..pastu die ckp die da break ngn bf die sbb aku..aduh rase bersalah plak..bla..bla..bla..merepek..ahahha..sian die..kna serkap jarang..tp aku heart broken gakla..sedeh..=(

pastu si nabilah nie ttbe ctact aku g dinner new year eve..aduh..pegi jela..aku pn x buat pape mlm tuh..da mkn2..die anta aku,ttbe nk jmpe mak aku plak..aduh,mak aku da la suke die nie..aku x suke da sbnrnye..bia jela..bbrappe kali aku nk halau die balikk..at last mak die call balikk..yess..ahahha..pastu mlm kol 2 cm2 die call akuh ckp sory sume..aduh cair la kn..tau plak Shahira nie da bpunye..aku pn trime die balikk..kuar sesame..bla..bla..bla..da aku nk balikk aussie da..pastu shahira ajak dinner sblom balikk dungun..aku pn bawak laa kt kdai atas umah aku..bole plak die mkn roti bakar..adehh..den aku bwak die g McD melati kott..ntahla..tp McD la..hehe..dt was d last tyme aku jmpe die..Shahira,seriously im gonna miss u..aku ckp dlm hati mase die kuar kreta aku..aku pn balikkla..

8 Jan 2010..=) im goin Home..

da smpai Airport,ttbe flight pnuhh..aduh,,dlam hatii yess..aku pn pau Mas Airline utk flight 10 Jan,aku nk Business class,xnk dok hotel..diorg ckp ok..n bg duit 400 hengget..layann..ahahha..balikk la umah balikk..sok nye baru balikk..g Airport balikk..aunty aku sume ade,sedeh dowh..mase nk pegi dlu aku x nanges punn,tp mase nk balikk sydney balikk aku nanges..ahahha..ilang jantan..huahuahua..sume tgk aku nanges,suma nanges,,hahah..klaka je..bile da smpai gate aku call shahira,sbb da jnji ngn die..aku call lme gakk la..pastu da nk boarding nie,bole plak die xnk ltak,menanges 2,aku tau,tp x ngaku..ahahha..

afta 8 hours of flight..smpai sydney..

alamakk..!! da stat rndu mknn malaysia..hehe..wahh pnjgnye aku type..pndek kn citer,aku tyme nie ngn nabilah lg,last2 aku break gak ngn die..sbb malas layann kerenah die nie..
sume salah aku..aku diam je..pastu tau2 die mintak break..arghh pedulik ape aku..ahha..mulela balikk citer ngn Shahira..ari2 skype2,Ym2..satu hari 2 aku cabar die cairkn aku sblum aku nye bfday..ahahh..mcm2 die try cairkn aku,aku buat dekk jee..ahah..smpai satu haridie taye aku ape die kna wt nk cairkn aku..jwpn aku simple,ntahla..pndai2 u la..aahahha..aku tgk die cm serius je..kalo die x sayang aku,xkn die still nk kt aku kn..xpela,aku bg die pluang..

7 Feb 2010..Couple suda..bubbye single..

honestly aku x menyesal couple ngn die..seronok sgt2..happy..die pn sayang aku..I LOVE YOU SHAHIRA..dun leave me ok..syg nk sgt balikk Raye nie..wteva it is,syg balikk gakk..nk jmpe baby,nk hugg baby..=( dlu balikk x byk bde kite buat..kn kn..rindu sgt2..baby dtg la aussie eh eh..??
boleelaa..??
hihi..

now i am Shahira's Property..<3

much Lovee,Sofian..

skype..=)

Kat rumah skype..
Kat bilik skype..
Kat dalam bas pun skype gakk..
Nasib baek dlm tandas x skype.. ^.^
haha..

P/S:I Love Shahira

20 reasons to date a pilot

1. They are die hard romantics
2. They can give you the gift of "missing them" because they are always overseas
3. They can give you the jump seat (everyone's favorite)
4. They are good looking
5. They are smart!!!
6. They know the anatomy well (Human Performanc e Limitations)
7. They are wild party people everyday
8. "Let's play doctor!"
9. They are well trained to listen.
10. They know what your heart desires
11. They always have a strange new story to tell.
12. They offer you a tissue when you feel like crying (it is a reflex).
13. They can stay up all night if you want them to.
14. They can guide you in any country or gym .
15. Money!(They work long for it)
16. Free Tickets!
17. They are unshockable
18. They love traveling[Do you ??? =)]
19. They always dress nice
20. They are trained in breaking bad news in a nice way.

Believe In What We Are Doing,And We Will Land u Safely..=)
*wink..

Tuesday, March 16, 2010


I jz those eye
cheeks
eyes
lips
smile
hair

Ive been miss-ing u like hell..=(

i wanna go Home..=(

Another summer day has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome, I wanna go home
Maybe surrounded by a million people I
Still feel all alone, I just wanna go home

Oh, I miss you, you know
And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two, "'I'm fine baby how are you?"
Well, I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat and you deserve more than that
Another airplane, another sunny place I'm lucky I know
but I wanna go home, I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I gotta come home
Let me go home
I've had my run, baby I'm done
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream, but you always believed in me
Another winter day has come and gone away
In neither Paris nor Rome and I wanna go home
I miss you, you know

Monday, March 15, 2010

Diet Plan..hee..

smlm kitorg g swimming..Aiman,Kammel,Aku,n sape lg,Kalau sugar x ikut x sah..bez gak kalo kuar ngn diorg nie..melawak je keje..lg sugar..kalo ade die mmg die la bahan lawak kitorg..ahahahah..klaka..die nie BM bagus..antara ayat2 yg A samad said x tau n die cipta.. "sanggup hati kau","kenapae ko nie perasaan sgt.." padahal knape ko nie perasan sgt..ahahah..sugar2..ade satu hari 2 die pinjam pen akuh..pastu aku nk gne mintak la balk kn..nie dialog die..

Pian:weh sugar bak sini pen akuh..ko mkn x lupe pen bole lupe..bak sini..??
Sugar:weh ko bole 2ggu sebentar x..??

(ayat 2 mmg x salah..tp skema giler)

mmg aku bantai gelakla kn..gile babi die nie..bahase baku..ahahah..Aik cm da lari topik je..
ok2 niee sambungan swimming td..sugar x reti swimming sbnrnye..tp ade semangat nk blaja,ok la 2 kn..nnti jd pilot x kn passenger nk slamtkn die..heheh..skang die da ok da,bolela berenang..good job sugar..

B4 dt kitorg ade pegi..1st tyme la kn..air sejukk gilee..org 2 kate xde heater..mmg la kn..pastu yg sugar nie bajet hero..nie dialog die..

Pian:weh sugar,sejuk siall air nie..
sugar:eh mne ade.aku rase td ok je..
(pedepush..!! dgn slamber die loncat x tgk air 2 dlm ke x..)
1.80M kott..gelabah kjap die..aku pn gelabah gak..xpasal2 kang lemas ank org..ahahah..naseb baek tyme die ok da terapong..kui kui kui..

ok smlm lpas berenang,kammel plan lpas nie nk die..aku pikir cm bez je..ok la aku join..mkn buah n roti je..aku bole je..asl kn ade bde masok prut..sblum nie pn aku bantai mkn cereal je..turun lapan kilo..wwow..2la plg byk pnah aku turun..lpas nie aku nk g 10 kilo..msti bolenye..jimat ckit duit kn kn..alaaaa stakat buah n roti mmg bole la kn..xde hal la..arinie pn aku mkn roti n sayur,telor hancur,tuna,n ptg td mkn ikan ngn roti..smpai skang aku knyang..ahahah..cm da trun 500 gram je..(confident badak..)

arinie pn satu hari aku dok umah,td g Woolworths..diorg g bli brg..aku pn ikutla..cm boring la plak dok umah je..

haaaa nie satu citer lg..smlm aku nk maen game da dkat kol 12 daa..aku g ckp kt shahira nk tdo..hehe..die lpas kn aku..tp bole plak si Shahira nie taye sugar aku wt ape td..
siot toll..mmg kantoi la kn..adus,da die marah aku td..heheh..sorylaa..terpaksa..yg si sugar nie punn cm da jd kaki repot la plak kn..terbaek la..xpe2 zira bole jd spy akuh..kn kn..??
hehe..

Diet Planng nie akn menjadi..percayalah..hehe..=)

P/S: I love shahira

Saturday, March 13, 2010

bila aku tension,aku...

Aku suke gmba niee..sbb aku x bncii..=)

-duduk diam2..
-aku cpat marah..
-suka jalan2..
-x suka ckp..
-rase nk tumbuk org..
-aku suke mkn..
-aku benci handphone..
-aku rase nk tido..
-rase nk baling brg....
-rase cm nk isap rokok..(no,NO)

TAPI..
hari ni aku tnsion,but aku happy..sbb aku ade kwn2 yg bole buat aku lupe sume thanx 2 kammal,sugar,Aiman..hari nie aku mandi kol 6 stengah..tah ape prangai aku ari nih,slalu 12 d mandi da..pastu ttbe diorg nie ajak aku mkn..tnsion kn..kuar jela..sbnrnye xde duit nie..isnin baru masuk,tp Aiman ckp xpe2..
ko amik dlu duit nie,g bli mkn..ok la,org ckp rezeki jgn ditolak..aku pn mkn beriani..sdap gakla..lapa nye psal kott..

lpas mencekik,kammal ajak g tgk Opera House..aku da boring tgk Opera House sbnrnye..tp ksian kammal da stahun kt cnie x g Opera House lg..aku pn drive la smpai city smpai city kol 10,mmg terbaek la..bole tahan gak la crowded,perghh weekend kott..mcm semutt..sana,sini,merata2..xpela,tnsion nye psal..layann kn je..parking ckit nye jauh,jalan jee..pastu ttbe jmpe arnab,ckit nye byk..kalo kt msia da ade gerai sate arnab daa..comell plak arnab 2,tapi penakott cm siall..da ok2 happy2..hujan plak..Hantu btoll..da kitorg duduk bawah Harbour Bridge..dkat 20 min gak la..

afta dt,kitorg pn jln2..carik tandas..sejukk kott..mmg nk trkncing la kn..sejuk2 pn aku g bli ice cream,x sukee sbnrnye..tp tnsion nye psall..belasah jee..kitorg pn jlan g opera house..smpai2 hujan lg..duduk jap bawah opera house 2..ramai plak org,cuci la mate..hehe..cool..ade event rpenye..2ggu la smpai ujan brenti..mmg bgamba la kn..lg2 ngn sugar..die nie suke bergambar..
layann je..phone die..

pastu da kol 11 sengah..balikk la..aku drive balikk..bole plak sesat g North..padahal da byk kali g city..aduh..tnsion nye psal..mmg la cm2..nasib baek ade iPhone,pkai la GPS..bateri plak da nk kong..tau jela iPhone Bateri cm s**l..aku nk suggest Apple gne Bateri Kereta..tahan 6 tahun..haaaa amikk ko..

kitorg smpai umah kol 1 sengah..xdela pnat punn..bolela..lpas actvt arini tnsion ilang..aku pn kalo marah org,or tnsion x lame kjap je..x esok,arinie da ok da..tp skang aku da ok..trime kasih kpd kwn2..korg mmg terbaek..da la 2..2 je sbnrnye..


P/S:I Shahira...n i miss u..=(

Thursday, March 11, 2010

24/7

Dear Shahira,

Im nt tryg 2 control ur life or wt,i jz nk tgk u succceed..ive been wondering,evry single day u wc ngn i..bile u study..?? as i noe exam da dkat kn..final plak tue..xkn esk nk exam hari nie baru nk study..evrytyme i taye "kwn2 u buat ape..??" jwpn u msti "diorg tgh buat krja.." kalo diorg buat krja knape u x buat krja..?? evrytyme test x penah nk bgtau i..tau2 je td test..x bole buat..kalo study u rase x bole buat ke..i bkan nk sebok2 psal u..kalo ur mum tau psal nie pn,die akan ckp bde same..im nt ur mum,bt ithk i cakap bde yg btol..so i have d rights o tell u dz..i am pretty sure kwn2 u msti ade ajak u study kn..?? xkn xde..impossible..d only thgs is i ade kt wc..

lets just make it dz way..i nk u study weekdays,weekends bole wc ngn i..whether u like it or nt..dz is d way it is ryte nw..no compromise..i rase its worth it ikut ckp org yg care psal u..diorg bkan nk mnyibuk,tp diorg concern..(kalo u nk ckp i nyebok la) i concern bkn nyibok...same goes ngn kwn2 u..even i x penah jmpe diorg,yanie,nini,intan,zira i am sure sgt2 diorg is a good fren..isnt it..?? listen to them..listen to me..u wont regret..believe me..so please,do something..life is nt easy without hardwork,sacrifice..eventhough u hate d subject,no one else cn go through it for you,except yourself..YOU have to do it..

I love wt i have now,n i know same goes to u..u nk tgk i succeeed,so do i..i pn nk tgk u succeed..please..please..please..study..study..study..kalo u nk marah i psal bde nie..i dun mind..i did d right thg..

Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do.The good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge...♥♥

Much Love
Sofian<3

Im A Good Student..


♥♥♥
PAYING ATTENTION IN THE CLASS
p/s:I ♥ Shahira

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Tq Baby..this video was dedicated to me on my 20th Birthday..♥

video

Muncung..



kiss kiss..♥♥♥
heee.. ^.^

This I Promise You..♥



When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...
Yeah-ehh... ♥♥♥

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Shhh..shes sleeping..♥ 7th Mac 2010 4:18 a.m

Truly,Madly,Deeply



I'll be your dream,
I'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy,
I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love be everything that you need.

I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cos I'm counting on
A new beginning.
A reason for living
A deeper meaning... Yeah...

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea,
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me..

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry the tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powers,
In lonely hours,
The tears devour you...

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea,
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me..

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream,
I'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy,
I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...♥♥♥

Everything I Do,I Do It For You..♥

Look into my eyes, you will see,what you mean to me..Search your heart, search your soul..And when you find me there,you'll search no more..Don't tell me it's not worth trying for,you can't tell me it's not worth dying for..You know it's true,everything I do, I do it for you .Look into your heart, you will find There's nothing there to hide,take me as I am, take my life I would give it all, I would sacrifice,don't tell me it's not worth fighting for..I can't help it, there's nothing I want more..You know it's true Everything I do, I do it for you There's no love like your love,and no other could give more love..There's nowhere, unless you're there all the time, all the way ,you can't tell me it's not worth trying for,i can't help it, there's nothing I want more ,I would fight for you, I'd lie for you walk the wire for you, yeah I'd die for you..You know it's true ,everything I do, I do it for you Everything I do,you will see through..♥♥

Happy 1 Month Anniversary Baby..♥

Friday, March 5, 2010

you n ME

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive


Can i have a daughter dt looks just like her..??

d sweetest thg..♥

i rindu u b...
blk lah...
pliss..
nak jumpa b :'(
i xnk siket pun gdo ngn syg
xnk siket pun buat syg marah dgn bby
i sgt syg buncit i ni :*
hari2 bby rindu syg even webcam hari2 pun
blk laaaaaaaa
nak tgok depan2..............
nak ckp I LOVE YOU depan2
nak tarik hidung sayanng
nak cucuk2 sayang
blk laa
nak hug
blk laaa
nk pkul syg jgk
blk lahh
nak dera syg jmpa bby hari2
BALIK LAH SAYANG...
cant wait dah!


kalau org tnya sapa saya palingggg sayang selain family saya
saya akan jawab...SOFIAN BUNCIT YANG SAYA PALINGG SAYANG...
kalau org tanya muka siapa yg saya tgok b4 and lpas bgn tidur
saya akan jawab SOFIAN LA SAPA LAGI
kalau org tnya sapa saya rindu hari2
saya akan jawab SOFIAN!!!
kalau org tnya sapa paling saya nk hug sekarang
saya akan jawab. I WANT MY SAYANG SOFIAN!!!

i love you sayang!!

5 things i LOVE and HATE about you..

i the way u look at me,cz its d only thg i cn see evryday..♥
i the way u smile,cz damn!! dts d most beautiful thg ive seen evry single day..♥
i the way u talk to me,cz it is d melody until d end of my day..♥
i the way u say u love me,cz i cant see any girl dts better den u today..♥
i the way you make me love you,cz ive been lovg u more each and evry day..♥

i HATE u tellg me u gonna cut ur hair,cz dts d sexiest thg ive ever had..
i HATE the way u cry,cz i felt guilty..like HELL..!!
i HATE to noe dt u r talkg to other guys,cz hell no,i dun like sharing my GF..!!
i HATE dt ure nt around,and in fact u didnt call..
i HATE when 1 day,u gonna leave me,cz of 1 old guy...haha

I LOVE U SHAHIRA=)

skype..!!!



1276 of her snapshot..wow..!!!
neva get tired of her face..
ngee...but but more to come..

I LOVE YOUU...♥

Isn't shes cute..??

















Im lovin it..

Shahira's Property..

I know I'm gonna see you again
But promise me that you won't forget
Cause as long as you remember
A part of us will be together
So even when you're fast asleep
Look for me inside your dreams
Keep believing in what we're sharing
And even when I'm not there to tell you

I'll, I'll love, Love you forever
Anytime that I can't be where you are

SHAHIRA ABDULLAH..♥♥♥