Australia..with Love..

dz is d story b4 i came to australia..ish asik speaking je..ah biala..sebok je..sbelom dtg ke australia,i was in NIUC,Nilai International University College..doing aircraft maintenance engineering..eh jap2..cmtu ke eja maintenance..or maintanence..ish pape jela..ade bunyik ok la tu..mmg dr kecik aku suka Aeroplane..aku stat suke whn i was 6 years old..mase aku igt lagi 1st flight seumur hidup g indonesia holiday..dt tyme i was waitg at the boardg gate..looking through the glass n i was amaze how cn dz big steel thg fly with on two engine dts is smaller than d fuselage..btw fuselage ialah tmpat korang duduk 2 la..x termasok wing die..dr dpan smpai blakang..tu la fuselage..jz in case x tau..hehe..

den i was wondering brape org yg nk kna bawak bde nie..?? den aku g kt my mum n i was askg 1000 question tah mase 2 btol ke x my mum nye jwpn bt i was like oookkk..until 1 tyme,my mum ckp,kalo nk bawak bde 2..blaja elokk2..n jd pilot..n then aku taye lg.."pilot 2 ape mami..??" jwpn my mum sng je..yg bwk kapal trbg 2 laa..semenjak dr 2..ive set my mind..1 day ill fly dt thg,evn wteva it takes..n this was 14 years ago..=)

until now my passion towards aircraft neva chge..even i love to watch Aircrash Investigation..bloody hell..sumtimes it looks scary..bt then mostly aircrash 99% came from human error itself..see,dts y we r usg "nobodys perfect"..we r nt perfect..if we r perfect,xdenye sume org nk study..hell no..do u all know dt to an aircraft crash is in a ratio of 1:1,000,000...every pilot knows dt i thk.. ^.^

bt 4 me i dun believe in those thgs,if kte da ditakdir kn utk mati cm2,no one cn chge dt..jz accept it..ajal n maut di tgn tuhan..seriously evrytyme i went for flight,ill jz keep on sayg to myself "wteva thgs gonna happen today,it happens for a reason..even kalo aku mati arinie,aku mati sbb aku buat ape yg aku nk slame nie..so,its worth it.." before evry single flight,ill call my mum,n sumtimes i ask her to tell my sis i Love her..call my dad,grndma..evry1..jz for the sake of 1 hour flight..even 1 minutes of flight,anythg could happn..

even ders one tyme,aku lpe nk call family,bt mlm tu da ckp da ade flight pagi,my mum ckp lpas flight call,ok,biasenye mmg aku x lpe..den afta flight aku lpe nk call,afta flight plak aku pnat den tdola kt umah..dr ptg smpai mlm..phne plak silence..aduhh..mmg 50++ la call form my mum,sis,skali ngn nenek2 pn call gak..aduh..den call la balikk my mum,bole bantai kna marah la plak..ahahha..kne bebel nape x call sume..sume risau..hehe..relaxla..kn kn..wah sayang diorang kt aku nie..heee..=)

b4 plan nk g aussie pn ade apply kt flying academy malaysia..bt den pnoh plak..mmg mase 2 mmg da heart broken,nk jd pilot x mendpt..den bace2 surat kabar my mum jmpe article bout flight training kt aussie..n i was thkg dt sounds interestg..den kitorg jz pegi seminar 2..dga2..bout their training..afta a few hours dt time i didnt make up my mind lg nk pegi ke x..until 1 fine day,ttbe my mum taye "nk pegi ke aussie..???" i was like blurr giler.. den taye la balikk "bercuti ke..? sape xnk..??" (while smiling) hee.. den die ckp for ur future la..n i taye..u mean u nk anta i g training kt sane..n i was so happy..bt at d same time,ade terpikir gak,dts gonna be a lot of money involve..=( den ngadu kt my sis,i cant do this to mum..australia is nt malaysia,their iving expenses is 3x more than malaysia..n shes like,if she cant afford die xkn offer kn...........

n my mum ask me to make up my mind whether u gonna 4get bout pilotg,n find another course or jz go to australia..n make ur dream come true..it takes me almost two weeks to make up my mind..n 1 day im thkg until when i hve to depending on my family..one day ive 2 leave them, n live my life,make my own decision,raise a family,once i hve a family i have a job,n d job is puttg food on the table for my family..i ve to do dt witout them..i have to be independent..n here i am..im on my own..even ive been missg the like hell..shit,i wish i could be der nw..lg2 ade plak yg aku syg skrg nie..owh dear SHAHIRA..<3

a month before going,evry single fren nk jmpe..sume ckp nnti rindu2..ok fine,smpai nk g bli beg pn rmai gile ikut..ahahha..lantak korg la..nk sgt jmpe kn..ikut aku shoppg bli beg ahahah..bt it was fun..dt time plak pavilion ade..so merayap g sane mkn TGI fridays,tgk movie..waa beznye..nk buat lg..haih bile la bole lg nie..even 1 day b4 pegi pn ade yg dtg umah..beznye ade kwn cmnie..=)

15 nov 2008..
den ptg sblum departure my mum msak my favourite food..tp cm first time x abis mknn 2 sbb sedeh..den i went up bilik nk bersiap,mandi sume suddenly air mata jantan klua,haha..d only thg i dun undrstd is,whether its a tears of joy,or the tears of sadness..cz both feeling were der..bt i have 2 cover up dt thg..cz xnk my mum,my sis,especially grndma stat nanges gak..so bkunci la dlm bilik until sume looks fine..den before btolak..my mu ask me,are u sure u wanna go..i dun mind if u chge ur mind at this very last moment..i said "im sure i cn do dz..i wont let u down,i will make all of u proud..dts my promise..den mulelaa drama melayu,whn my grandma stat nanges..peluk x nk lpas..baru kt umah blom kt airport lg nie..hihi..8.00 p.m,smpai airport,d best part is x sgke sume org dtg..my auntie,my czin..rmai gile..igtkn family je..bt den sume ade..ok cool..tersentuh gak la..hehe..

every minutes i keep on looking at my watch..cz at dt time every minutes is precious..cz i thk whether its d last moment im gona see them again or maybe i have the chance to see them again..so its all depends..so we all went to international departure..dt was d last time im with my family...salam2 mintak maaf,doakn saye,janji2..bt x nanges punn..yg nanges my grndma je..my mum pun x nanges..my sis die tahan i noe..cz im her only brother,kitorg gelak same2,sharing story,kuar sesame den one day im gone..die balikk umah pn xde sape nk layann die..dts kinda sedeh gak..2 yg susah adik bradik dua je..bt bez gak bile kite yg adek..hehe..before i go punn,bf my sis ade call ckp kakak slalu nanges sbb yan nk pegi..yan pjuk la die eh...until kwn die kt brunei pn call i,sbb i mmg rapat ngn kak liana nie..ckp kakak ngadu kt die sedeh adik die nk pegi jauh da xde sape die nk layan..hehe..i noe sis,yan pn sedeh gak,xnk tnjuk je sbb nnti kakak lg sedeh..eee rindunyee..da lme x jmpe kak liana..dulu mase die slalu dtg umah,kalo kuar ngn kak liana,my sis,n bf kakak,sklalu i la jd bf kak liana ahahah..bez2..

9.00 p.m gate C3..flight to Australia..
da nk pegi punn still on the phone ngn family..nenek,kakak,papa..sedehnye..tp nk wt cmne..nk mnuntut ilmu..10.40 da berlepas..smpai aussie kol 9 pagi aussie..kt malaysia 6.00 pg mase tuh..flying3 unti 2nd of March ive got my first solo..on my bbirthday..cool weh..ssah tau aku bajet cmtu..hehe.......................................................

15 dec 2009
until one year baru balikk malaysia balikk..sbb summer break..mase nk balikk 2 bez gilee..sthun x jmpe family kn kn..haha..raye punn x dpt balikk..hihi..time nie la sume nk jmpe lg..cuti 3 minggu lbih je..nk jmpe rmai..yg penting Shahira dpt jmpe..haha..1st date da jmpe my mum,n my sis..coll la wei..hehe..itupn kalo x pakse x nk ikut..hehe..pdn muke die kna pakse..senyap je dlm keta..haha klaka..siap tp worth it kn seharian ngn sayang..?? <3 da shoppg2..nk balikk da,mstila kna anta die balikk kn..pastu cm nk mkn nasik lmak la plak kn..die bawak g malis..layaaannn..hehe..dt tyme sbnrnye,aku da x rase mcm kwn mcm da cple..hehe..den ade one day aku dpt tau die da bpunye..ilang la hajat 2..

10th Jan 2010..
balikk aussie,even tau die still in relationshp,bt kitorg still ctact..skype,ym,fb,myspace..den 21 days b4 my 20th birthday,aku cabar die make me fall in love wif her..actually within dt duration i jz nk dga die ckp I LOVE YOU..ade die ckp,bt i want it in a proper way..afta 2 days she did convince me dt die btol2 sayang aku..so i jz giv her a chance..n un til now..we r still together,n the love grew stronger n stronger..n raya thun nie aku nak balikk gak..nk jmpe die..x kesah,nk balikk gak..nk raye malaysia..cnie boring..wt eva it is i will make it happen..

Australia has bring me a lot of happiness,sadness,bring me love dt i have neva expected..=) n im glad i found u Shahira..♥